I was not so detailed in my message.I feel misunderstood.I just want to explain a little better.I have been taking care of ness for five years but for the first two and a half years she went 3 days a week and slept over her birth moms.I always treat ness equaly.I was venting on how i feel inside some times.I try my hardest everyday to be a good mom to ness.she does not get treated like a step child.I always make things equal.i just didnt understand why she is overanalyzing everything.Me and my sister never acted this way when we were kids we were happy if we even got noticed at all.Ness and i have a good relationship sometimes.she talks to me no one else about stuff that bothers her.i just feel that its hard to relate or see thing in common between us.Me and mena are alot alike.She is a pain of course just like ness but in ways that i get.I try to have a open mind with ness because we are so different.I feel i do alot for her and try.I take special time just for her so she feels loved from me it just seems like its not enough for her thats why i feel shes looking for something.I believe that a birthmother and child have a special bond.me and ness dont because her mother was in ness's life makeing things so much harder.the past 2 years or so i have been full time everyday taking care of her and loving her the best i can.I was their cleaning up the mess that her birth mom did to her.I just feel that we are missing something.I do love her and yes i think she is annoying whith eveything i mean everything
having to be compleatly equal.I make it equal and not say a thing but i just didnt get why a 6 year was in that stage.i thought the yunger child would want what the older childs has and its not its vis vers.sorry if i came off has i wicked person but im not good at words on a computer.if i were on the phone with you it would come out the way it is.lol.