AM I NUTS?
ok, I am about to become a step-daughter, and I will admit.....at times I get jealous......im older than sixteen, but you really have to understand where I am coming from, my mom....well....she has been a crappy mom to say the least. And my soon-to-be stepmother has really stepped in and helped me through alot. Me and and dad have been somewhat close, and now that we're just about all each other has, we're closer, well, in the past few months he's been staying with her, leaving me here alone. (ok, I know, I'm an adult, but you gotta understand how emotionally messed up I am) well, they go on trips, and I barely see him during the week, maybe five minutes at a time....but I am attempting to get over it.....(I guess I sound like a big baby, but.......I need help to get over the jealousy issue) It's not that I'm jealous of her, its the time.....I miss the time, and I almost feel like when he moves out, I'm all alone, I'll never see either of them as much as I'd like.
My closest friends right now are them, I understand they need a life together, but my friends are in the town I've moved from,I know I sound a bit crazy, and I guess way lonely....but I need somewhere to let this out.
I just need a little bit of guidance...please help, no mean comments please.