My girlfriend decided to break up with me but I still love her.
I hope this is the right room to post this in…
It’s been a couple of weeks but I’m
going crazy. I’ve called her twice (I now that was a mistake).
When we first met I had a cocaine problem
my world was practically hell, until she came into my life. She had no tolerance
for drugs, so I quit cold turkey, because I new she is the one girl that I will want to be
with for the rest of my life with. I feel
like she saved my life, and I would do anything for her.
She is a virgin and so I decided to
wait till she was ready. Nine months into our relationship she decided that she
was ready to have sex. She got birth control and then just before our 10 month
she broke up with me. I just don’t get
how she could have lost all that love for me in just one month.
During that one month period we
fought a lot. School had just started and I work on the weekends and weekdays to pay for my
school. I couldn’t see her as much as I
wanted to and I new we were in trouble, but I never thought she would break up
When she broke up with me she said
that she “loved me but she was not in love with me anymore.” I just don’t get
what that means. How does this happen?
Why did this happen?
I look back and see that I was
really jealous when she hung out with all of her guy friends (She’s a flirt but
doesn’t know it, she’s also very pretty but doesn’t think it), she is also very
small and easy/fun to pick up but the only problem is that other guys liked
doing the same to her.
All my friends say” it’s a phase
that women go through”. They say “she probably got scared of the idea of being
with one guy for the rest of her life.”
I love her to death. I want to hear
the words “I love you” one more time from her. I want to call her but I don’t want to
lose her. I want to be close but I’m a afraid
of losing her. I’ve tried to look at other woman, I’ve even flirted with a few
but none our like the girl I love. I’ve been able to get off drugs but it is so
unbelievably harder to stop loving someone.
I’m currently twenty years old and
turning twenty-one soon and she nineteen, I know we are young but I now what we
had and the love I still have for her was and is real. I miss her so much and it feels
like my insides are being torn apart. My dad says that this pain will go away… and
I keep telling myself this but, it just won’t go. I miss her to death and love
What should I do?
Should I write her a letter or email her explaining how I feel?