leaving my son to his dad
hi everyone, thought id try this and see if this is a proper choice. i'll try to make it short.
me and my husband have been married for nearly 4years and have a beautiful 3year old son and the 2/1/2years out of that marriage was us living apart from each other fighting and blaming each other for after lets just say he "unknowingly cheated" and me cheating after he did, everything in our marriage lost its meaning.I have been unhappy and miserable living with him maybe its cause of what he did that just kills me living in the same house with him, we seperated a couple of times but right now were back living in the same house we get a long fine and we've stopped squabling after i said im leaving him since he is not going to leave me and my son, so we made a decision to seperate and that i'll leaving my son to him as it is practical, since i am not stable enough to take my son with me thoughts of putting my child through a hardship just to be with me isnt something i would do and we talked about stability for our son and we've agreed that it is best for him to stay with my husband rather than me, the thoughts of sacrificing not to be able to see my son is hard enuf i havent left my sons side since he was born and although i dont want to leave him behind i have to because he has seen me and his dad fighting all the time even though he is 3yrs old he notices that we are not happy being in the same room together and that there is no love for both of us, my son is only 3 but he gets upset when his dad tries to hug me. i dont want my son to grow up having both parents but miserably together..