Blame myself for my father death
about one month ago one of my students told me he could bring some fish for my family(because he lives near seashore).I told my student we dont want fish but my father loved fish and told me to accept them . 14 days ago my student call me and told me where he can bring fishes ? . I do not want he knew my home address so i told him bring them somewhere near home and i told my dad send someone to catch fishes . my father told me he want to go himself and i said yes . fishes was so heavy..... he bring them alone... he had a heart attack and died . I think that was my fault
how can i handle it ?